Today...

Yesterday...when the wind was still blowing in the right directions, we can hear our laughter echoed in every ends of the world. Love birds envied us in our entwined. The hum of the leaves serenaded our unity. Everything was so perfect that i even refused to sleep just to watch you in every second of time. The happiness you gave me was the most meaningful and the most precious thing i value and treasure even up to now. That feeling keeps haunting me day and night within a year of struggle and fighting.

Catastrophes of love tested our strong foundation of belongingness. But after many years of holding on, i saw how the solid stone turned slowly into pieces of sand by the consistent hit of deep storms. Then the wind blew us apart...you in the smell of other's breath and me in the company of the wind...wandering...still...wandering...

As quick as lightning, i then saw you smiled with the new promise of love. While you were starting to gather up the broken pieces to build another world, i was left together with the pain of broken dreams. The tears became my friends because they were the only one who were there that listened and witnessed my cries. My heart cannot almost make a beat by the extreme feeling of sadness, loneliness, sorrow and heartaches. If my days were dry and abandoned, my nights were also as cold as the desert of blue lights that even the presence of the scorpions did not affect my sorrows. While the stars were boasting their glittering beauty, i was hidden in the deepest corner of the black hole...alone...wandering...still ...wandering...

Then after a year of crumpled heart, bulging eyes, empty thoughts, tired emotions, false hoping, forever waiting, and deep thinking...the clock then laid her two hands to wake me up from that long bleak nightmare. And now, as i see the sky beginning to lighten up the whole place, i know it is already over. I then believe that there is always light at the end of the tunnel...that every inhale you make follows the exhale...that every entrance you go, there is always an exit...that every death, there is also birth...that every night, a new day is expected to come...that every sleep, there is awakening...and that every yesterday...there is TODAY...